No I didn’t get a Wii, but someone came over yesterday to borrow my TV to play it! I watched him play Twilight Princess and played some sports (lolol I sucked at it). Having never owned a platform, I was so in love, especially with the RPG game play. I want to play an RPG! I want to make an RPG ”’orz. I need super talented slaves, now!

Since I am obviously already slightly stressed with what I have to do, I am getting nothing done at all and wasted all my time thinking about irrelevent things. This time, it’s an ambition in making an artbook for fun!

And not just an artbook of any art of mine, an artbook of my Blackbird art. Why? because I put more heart into drawing that than other originals, commissions or fanarts.

In my gallery, I only have about 20 pieces so far. Not enough eh? From the artbooks I have, They’re all about 100 pages each, double sided, sometimes with multiple images on 1 page. Not all of them are finished works, of course; there are sketches, speed paints and concepts, alongside finished images. Still with what I have so far, I am not getting anywhere close to having enough content.

So plan/ideas!

.: About 20 of my most liked Blackbird images that I’ve put online.
.: Hopefully I can CG about 20 more pics which I will not show online (or at least only show fragments of) to put exclusively in the artbook or sell in conventions.
.: About 20 pages of character profiles of the more important characters (ones that are actually listed on my info section), including designs, sketches, blurbs and maybe spoilers that no one cares about…??
.: A 15-20 page short filler-ish side story maybe?

That would be a good 80 page worth of crap… hopefully by the time I have all of that, I would’ve progressed far enough in the story and attracted more people. If not, I’d just bring them to conventions to sell.

Yes, anything to occupy my mind so I don’t have to thinkg about school, ugh.

[edit]
yay another useless piece of shit I did to avoid work. Chris showed me some god‘s art and we were all emo about how well she does effects. So I decided I want to try and copy. the result is sorta like this:

I have no motivation going to school. School sucks. Essays suck. Waking up in morning sucks. Slack is good.

Did I mention I suck at picking colours? Only 1/3 of the spectrum exists in my mind.

EDIT
LOL HAY MY MANGA READERS, REMEMBER THIS PAGE FROM LIKE 7 MONTHS AGO???? :D

Moving on. In the past 3 weeks, I slacked so much I can’t even believe I did. I feel like I have completely forgotten everything I’ve learned over the term; I can’t even find my inspiration anymore when I sit down to practice piano LOL. not a good thing when I major in it orz I knew I should’ve worked harder in high school and chose something like programming and whatnot.

I drew a lot too; I wish I can make a good amount of money with it, but I can’t with what I draw. Curses!

I was pretty sure about my career when I chose music; now I am not sure if that career would be my #1 choice anymore. A lot of things changed during the study term, even the direction of my studies (performance? that doesn’t teach me how to teach kids) is confusing me. GROWING UP SUCKS.

that is all