January 27, 2008 3:41 PM

WIP and photos are at the bottom of the post, but first…

WHAT A LAME WEEK. Tuesday marked my epic defeat as I forgot my house keys at home, didn’t bring my ipod, have no laptop, manager is absent and no way of contacting my roommates, resulting in my lock-out with absolutely nothing to do to pass time. Wednesday had some peaceful moments. Thursday I stayed for a long time to practice for the concerto competition today and was tired as hell. Friday I waited for a long time for a masterclass that I thought would start sooner and didn’t have lunch because of that, I also forgot my binder at school inside a practice room. Yesterday I forgot the binder AGAIN, and my roommate shorted the circuit and I lost some progress on a drawing. Today the bus schedule was not what I expected and I almost missed it, and lastly, I played horrible wrong notes at the concerto competition and DIDN’T BOW WOW. And there’s an assignment that is due tomorrow that I haven’t started…

Now that I listed all of them out, it seems most of it is the result of my carelessness and forgetfulness. where is my concentration and focus this week? Though I did sleep well and eat well most of the week, I just forgot to drink much water and now I’m kinda dry… I don’t want to work on stuff I don’t care about and I don’t want to get continuously shot down for doing stuff I don’t care about; I need a break and I need inspiration.

I should go out, to a mall, to a museum, to some beautiful places )=

Anyway, here is a peek at my anime north contest entry… it’s actually quite similar to what has been done by myself and others before, since I’m horribly uncreative:

And lunch that I arranged out of boredom: (didn’t have much variety to work with though)

And a picture I took a long time ago of morning sun-rays and fog near my faculty building at like 7 in the morning. LOOK ASHEN RAY LOOOOOL!!! :|


  • It doesn’t mean anything; ashen is just an adjective that means grayish or fogged or whatever. I was just referring to the little sun rays and how they sort of fit the word LOL;

  • Shinneh

    One time, I went home (to our dorm) around 1 am and realized that I forgot my keys. What’s worse is my room mate was fast asleep and I didn’t want to wake up the other people so I slept outside, my body leaning on the door. :( Can you say pathetic? D:

    And what does ashen ray mean? :3 (aside from the fact that it’s the website’s name)

  • HI lana :D

  • lol my dorm in college was great (and btw i mean cheap =P) the doors were put on wrong so you could slide your student id/credit card or w/e in the crack and open the door.

    your lunch makes me hungry (it looks really good!)

    and HI!

  • dude, I tried to pick the lock with my student card/coins and failed LOL;; they were the hardest objects I have on me )=

  • Now I’m not sure what your dorm/apartment looks like , but if you’re able to , try breaking into the place. Once when I was 18 I went out shopping with my mother and we both managed to forget out house keys. In order to get back into the house , with a pair of small scissors , mom managed to pry a window leading to the basement open and she pushed me through this square window. I was dangling by my foot , 10 feet in the air , had to swing from the top of this exercise equipment , onto a table and finally on to the floor. So I’m inside , I leave the basement , go upstairs and open the door for mom. Unfortunately for us , someone next door saw us and called the cops. So I hear these sirens , change into pajamas(with my jeans still on) , toss a couple of rollers into my hair and try to look like I was half asleep…”What seems to be the problem officer?” LOL.