Man it has been so long since I’ve finished a piece, and it’s totally not healthy that the piece is something I had to keep secret LOL. I’ve always wanted to draw a pic with all the churchy stuff so I’m happy that I could. Though I had a lot more details that I wanted to add to the final colouring but I had to wrap it up or I never will lol…

This xmas was kind of bland but I like it; I got together with some old highschool friends like I do every year (god I failed though because I forgot to buy presents for them), stayed home mostly and stayed on the comp a lot. Finally got all the pieces for my solo recital learned, too, but I’m still slightly worried about how well I’ll have them before the recital. I’ve been productive I guess, and for the most part my parents left me alone in peace. for the most part…

what better to do than PLAY LOTS OF GAEMS while missing practice? idk i just don’t care anymore

sight-seeing while doing god item seal quests

cus you know, after running them 20 times, you’d start appreciating stuff you see on the maps that you just passed 20 times

This is like the only character I have left that I have level 4 weapons to roll the final seal for. NOW I CAN POLY SHIT AND KILL MYSELF

My joke guild owns, thank you.

Actually my real guild (friends forever/clemency) just used my joke guild as camo to get to the god item NPC, since too many big guilds figured we’re going to make one and were chasing us down. Lucky it worked and our hardwork of rolling the seals like 46793 times paid off.

sakray…

cool people upgrade items on their honeymoon

This semester SUCKED. That’s all. But at least today was the last day of class. Sucks I am in music because I still have to go back daily to practice until my jury next Monday.

I also locked myself out today by accident and both of my roommates were not home. Lucky half an hour later I found a manager to open the door for me, because as we speak now, 4 hours later, neither of them are back. I could’ve been sitting outside in that claustrophobia-inducing hallway right now doing absolutely nothing except for maybe considering breaking myself.

A friend returned from a trip today also, I’m supposed to be happy about it but something happened and now I feel like shit like I have before.

I probably also lost weight this semester even though I tried so hard at times to eat more. I guess too much stuff got in the way and I just can’t discipline myself any better.

I am also not sure if I’m looking forward to going home either; less chores, more potential parental relation problems. In all honesty I’d rather do the chores. I’ve been treating my parents like shit recently whenever we had to talk because I’ve been pissy; I regret most of it because they didn’t really do anything intentionally to bother me just because they don’t know what’s going on, but I just can’t help to get annoyed by what they do. It is best for now for me to stay away from them so I don’t say and do hurtful things, but even staying away makes them feel like something’s wrong and worry. They just want to help but I guess I can’t convince them that all they’re doing is giving me more problems.

I’m totally running in circles!